Before/After

Today I felt the need to write to you
You probably will never know so I'll tell the whole truth
You tell me that you never cared
But before you said you'd always be there
Make up your mind; I'm begging you please
Because the honest truth is one of my greatest needs

What is it about the long-lost you and me
What is it about it that makes me so crazy
What is the feeling in my deepest core
That makes me wish for more
Whatever happened to the love we shared
Sometimes it's like we never cared
Whatever happened, I can't quite comprehend
To the days when we were best friends

I decided to email you the other night
You had to immediately go and pick a fight
All I wanted was a little civility
But all I got was pure hostility
What's wrong, what have I done to you
Why do you hate me as much as you do

CHORUS

Before the hate, you loved me so
So what caused us to come to blows
After the love ended, all you wanted was for me to leave
But here I am, wishing you'd come back to me

CHORUS